Monday, March 31, 2014

March 2013

*Cross-Posted at DiscoveringtheWordofWisdom.com

Little Wins

Along the way to achieving my ultimate weight loss and health goals, it’s important to celebrate the little wins….
  • My pants are looser. I noticed the change in my shirts last month, and this month my pants have felt looser and even started to ride a little lower so that I continuously have to pull them up and re-tuck in my undershirt.
  • I can reach the gas cap lever in my car! It was getting pretty dicey for a while there. It is located on the floor between the pedals and driver’s seat, and when I was at my largest weight, I’d have to hold my breath and lunge for it. Now I can reach down easily and without pain.
  • I’ve stayed 100% WFPB for ¼ of the year already!
  • A coworker noticed that I’ve been losing weight.
  • I reached and surpassed my first 50lb milestone; my visiting teachers took progress pictures.
  • I came home from an appointment last Saturday having put some potatoes in my countertop convection oven and then forgotten about them. My first thought as I opened the door was “Mmm, smells like brownies.” A few minutes later when I cut into one of the still-warm potatoes I thought, “This smells delicious!” Although I never before liked potatoes any way other than mashed with butter, I may be on my way to becoming a potato lover.

Evasive Strategies

Sometimes a little evasive action is needed to avoid putting myself in the path of temptation…
  • I was dismayed to find an Easter basket filled with chocolate candy going around work (the last time was at Halloween when we took turns “booing” one another). The idea is that the staff anonymously pass the basket around, taking the treats and refilling it overnight for the next person. Of course there is no rule that it has to be candy, but that’s usually what happens. The receiver makes a copy of the “I’ve been egged” notice and posts it on their desk so the giver knows who’s already had a turn. I appreciate the little bit of service and surprise and morale building and celebration… but I did not feel strong enough to resist candies given directly to me. So I borrowed a co-worker’s “I’ve been egged” notice and posted a copy preventatively on my own desk. Problem solved.
  • I had been shopping Whole Foods and New Seasons markets exclusively because neither have the peculiar sugar/treats/yum scent that I have noticed since going WFPB in regular grocery stores, reminiscent of things I used to eat and no longer do. However recently I tried a Haagen store across the street from my work and found the peculiar scent to be present but diminished in strength… and the potatoes are way cheaper!
  • There is an abundance of candy at work. And other sweets like specialty breads, muffins, cupcakes, donuts. A never-ending chocolate supply resides in the boss’ office and periodically she dumps her stash in the lunchroom. I’ve made a habit of making sure I walk quickly past the tables and don’t linger when putting my lunch in the fridge each morning. At lunchtime I move the candy on my table out of sight or to another table if possible. Out of sight, out of mind has actually worked wonders!

Works in Progress

  • I’ve come to realize that I eat entirely too many potatoes for dinner as I eat them in the form of oven fries. I bake them, cool them, crinkle cut them into fry shapes and bake them again. They shrink, lose water content, and become more calorie dense and easier to overeat on (not at the same level of magnitude, but similar to a dried versus a whole apple). Thus I can easily eat 9-10 yellow potatoes for a single meal. Its spread over 1 ½-2 hours usually and to be perfectly honest I almost always feel satisfied (no longer hungry) after the first 2 plates/ 6 potatoes. But then I go back for more. To the point of fullness and sometimes over-stuffedness. For the love of eating. I realize I probably should eat potatoes just baked once and have the oven fries as an occasional treat. I don’t think I’d be able to eat more than 3-4 whole potatoes at most. Even adding vegetables to the oven fries would slow their consumption and my tendency to overeat on them. I’m not there yet. And I’m at peace with that.
  • I was going to start exercising in March. My good intentions came to naught in light of the fact that I rather love my sleep. I’ve also been using the excuse of a very big school assignment that’s due April 2. I suppose to validate that, I’d need to get my feet moving on April 3. We’ll see…
  • I haven’t increased my vegetable consumption beyond the initial eat-veggies-at-lunch campaign. I’ve kept that up, at least on weekdays.
  • I had a couple of times this month, both inside of a few days, where I was quite tempted to eat something off plan. I don’t remember the specifics now but at the time I felt like there was hardly anything holding me back; I felt quite weak in my resolve, a very discomfiting feeling. And then I realized I had been taking my apparent strength in resisting temptations for granted; I had stopped praying as frequently. “Pray always” has been my number one tool for success in overcoming food addiction on this WFPB lifestyle I’ve embarked on.
That, my friends, is my March update. It’s maybe a bit shorter than others I’ve written or will write. This month I’ve had quite a bit on my plate both at work and school and consequently other parts of my life have existed at status quo as my mental energies have been focused elsewhere and not concentrated on making forward gains in my WFPB lifestyle. Nonetheless I am pleased to be still on plan and in the company of such incredible people.
Thank you for your support.


Blessings,
Duffy, less fluffy by 55.4 lbs

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Duffy's WFPB Journey: February 2014

*Cross-posted at http://discoveringthewordofwisdom.com/
March 1, 2014
 
Dear Reader,
Today is my 67th day eating a Whole-Food Plant Based, Word of Wisdom diet.  My official weigh-in day is Sunday, tomorrow, but unofficially, I sneak a peak at the scale once or twice more during the week. So unofficially, I can tell you that I’m down 44 lbs. (This includes the weight I lost doing less than 100% WFPB October-December 2013).
These two facts are significant because I have never before stayed on a diet longer than 3 weeks and I have never before lost more than 28lbs on a diet.
·         In 2003 I lost 28 lbs in 14 days on “The Doctor’s Quick Weight Loss Diet”, a predecessor to Atkins. All I ate was beef, chicken, eggs and ketchup. On the 15th day I broke my ‘fast’ and drank a Mountain Dew and then ate everything I’d been missing and quickly regained the weight. I spent the next 3 years trying unsuccessfully to stay on the diet long enough to lose the (then) 100lbs I needed to lose.  That diet may be the reason I went can’t stand eggs!!
·         In 2006 I did LA Weight Loss. It was hard because it required  animal protein. There was a vegetarian plan but it required beans and I couldn’t  (still can’t) stand them; they make me gag. I lost 16 lbs in 3 weeks and then I graduated college, moved to a different state for Graduate school and reverted to my standard fast-food diet. I gained about 60 lbs during grad school and even more after.
·         In 2009 I did Metabolic Research Center, including a [short-lived] stint on the HCG diet. The animal protein requirement once again was a big factor in my not being able to adhere to this plan long-term… that and I was always hungry and had enormous cravings for salt-sugar-fat!
·         In 2011ish I did Medifast…. spent a lot of money to be very hungry! I was never able to be compliant for more than 2-3 days at a time.
·         In 2010-12ish I discovered Dr. Fuhrman and attempted his approach. I loved the cashew-based faux cheese sauces. I couldn’t stomach the 2 lbs of veggies per day and was still craving lots of fat-sugar-salt pleasure trap foods. While I enjoyed the green smoothies made with fruit, I consistently gagged on the green, drinkable salads sans fruit! I saw frequent references on his discussion forums to the McDougall plan and how “those people” at a lot of potatoes, but the Nutritarians- those who followed Dr. Fuhrman’s dietary approach- knew that potatoes made you fat.  I was pretty jealous of anyone who could lose weight eating potatoes. It sounded like a much better deal than rabbit greens at the time.
·         In 2012ish I found Dr. McDougall’s discussion forums. I had read The China Study by then and I became convinced that a WFPB diet was the best way to eat, and that animal protein was not necessary for human health in most circumstances. However I still felt guilty about the Word of Wisdom. Wasn’t there a scripture somewhere that said that we weren’t supposed to command others not to eat meat?  I tried to rationalize—perhaps if I just didn’t eat meat, but didn’t share my diet with anyone else, it wouldn’t be a sin?  Then I read Jane’s book in 2013 and well, once the spiritual aspect fell into place it was just a matter of getting past the pleasure trap addictions. I started my journey on December 25, 2013 and I’m happy to say I’m still going strong. This is the first time I’ve ever stayed on an eating plan so long (and I don’t plan to stop) let alone lost weight doing it. The fruits of this diet are good!
While thinking about what to write this month, I decided to address several topics that have surfaced for me in February:
·         Food/ What I’ve been eating
·         Weight loss: how much, how fast
·         IBS: What to do next?
·         Questions and Support from Friends
·         Will power: How am I staying on this plan?
·         My Next Steps
·         Questions for You, the Reader
Food/ What I’ve Been Eating
Last month I was really disappointed with my rate of weight loss and so I knew that I needed to cut down the calorie density. I kept a food log for February. The first few days, as you can see, I was finishing up what I had on hand of my higher calorie-dense plant foods: tofu-based ‘taco sauce’;  walnut-chocolate-chip cookies.  I added in non-starchy vegetables in the form of Shepherd’s Vegetable Pie and Carrot/Zucchini loaf.  Yes, my vegetable consumption has primarily been at lunchtime so there’s room for improvement. That will come with time.
The abbreviations are: B= Breakfast; L=lunch; D= Dinner; S=Snack; ??=I forgot to write an entry
February Food Log
Sunday 2-2-14
B-carrot loaf, 2 c.chip/walnut cookies
S-2 c.chip/walnut cookies
L-carrot loaf, mashed potatoes
D/S-3 c.chip/walnut cookies
 
Monday 2-3-14
B-cherry pie oatmeal + 1 banana
S-banana
L-shepherd’s vegetable pie, 2 c.chip/walnut cookies
D-taco rice
S-3 pink fingerlings w/ mustard
 
Tuesday 2-4-14
B- taco rice
S-banana
L- shepherd’s vegetable pie, 2 pink fingerlings w/ mustard, banana
S-2 pink fingerlings & two small yukons (baked fries) w/ mustard
D-taco rice
 
Wednesday 2-5-14
B- taco rice
S-baked potato fries w/ mustard
L-carrot loaf w/ mashed potatoes
S-baked potato fries w/ mustard
D- carrot loaf w/ mashed potatoes w/ S&S sauce
 
Thursday 2-6-14
B-taco rice
S-banana
L-carrot loaf, mashed potatoes
D-??
 
Friday 2-7-14
??
 
Saturday 2-8-14
B- oven fries from 2 large yellow potatoes
L-taco rice
D-taco rice
 
Sunday 2-9-14
B-taco rice, banana
L-oven fries w/ mustard; (2 hrs later) taco rice
D-carrot loaf, mashed potatoes w/ S&S sauce
 
Monday 2-10-14
B-taco rice
L- carrot loaf, mashed potatoes w/ S&S sauce
S-1 small pink fingerling w/ mustard
D- carrot loaf, mashed potatoes w/ S&S sauce
 
Tuesday 2-11-14
B- taco rice
S-banana
L- carrot loaf, mashed potatoes
D-fingerling potatoes w/ mustard

Wednesday 2-12-14
B-taco rice
S-banana
L- carrot loaf, mashed potatoes, a few grapes
S- fingerling potatoes w/ mustard, remaining grapes from lunch
D-taco rice
 
Thursday 2-13-14
B- taco rice
L- carrot loaf, mashed potatoes, banana, a few grapes
D-fingerling potatoes w/ mustard
 
Friday 2-14-14
??
 
Saturday 2-15-14
??
 
Sunday 2-16-14
B- taco rice
L-taco rice
D-oven fries w/ mustard
 
Monday 2-17-14
B- oven fries w/ mustard
S- oven fries w/ mustard
L- oven fries w/ mustard
D- brown rice, kale, cauliflower cheesy sauce

Tuesday 2-18-14
B- oven fries w/ mustard; 2 bananas
L- oven fries w/ mustard; 3 bananas
S- oven fries w/ mustard
D- oven fries w/ mustard; frozen grapes

Wednesday 2-19-14
B- carrot/zucchini loaf w/ mashed potatoes
L- carrot/zucchini loaf w/ mashed potatoes;  pink oven fries
D- oven fries (pink and yellow)

Thursday 2-20-14
B-oven fries; banana
L- oven fries; banana
S- oven fries
D- oven fries; banana; frozen grapes

Friday 2-21-14
B-oven fries; 2 bananas
S-3 baked fingerlings w/ mustard
L-carrot/zucchini loaf; mashed potatoes
D-oven fries

Saturday 2-22-14
B-carrot loaf; mashed potatoes
L-rice w/ kale & cauliflower cheesy sauce; cold baked pink fingerlings w/ mustard; banana
S-banana
D-oven fries; baked fingerlings w/ mustard

Sunday 2-23-14
??

Monday 2-24-14
B- overnight steel cut oats w/ baked apple (cinnamon, brown sugar) and ½ banana
L- carrot loaf; mashed potatoes; banana
D- oven fries, banana

Tuesday 2-25-14
B-overnight steel cut oats w/ ½ banana
L-carrot loaf + mashed potatoes + banana
D-oven fries

Wednesday 2-26-14
B-overnight steel cut oats
L-carrot loaf + mashed potatoes + banana
S- banana
D-none (not hungry)

Thursday 2-27-14
B-overnight steel cut oats
S-banana
L-carrot loaf + mashed potatoes + banana
D-oven fries

Friday 2-28-14
B- overnight steel cut oats
L- carrot loaf; mashed potatoes; banana
D- oven fries

As you can see, I’m fairly redundant in my meals. Some might even go so far as to label them monotonous or bland. That would be okay with me. I eat things I like and I don’t force myself to eat things I don’t like; I keep snacks on hand during the workday (usually a banana, sometimes cold baked potatoes) and I make starch the center of each meal. This formula has been working for me in terms of compliance because I don’t feel like I’m missing out on anything or being punished.

Overnight Steel Cut Oats have been a fantastic breakfast find! When I eat them, I’m not hungry for a mid-morning snack.  And they’re yummy!

If you want to see how I make oven fries, I posted some pictures on my blog: A WFPB Journey: Mmmmm.... I Love Pink Fingerlings!!!!

Weight loss: how much, how fast

Its not easy being a living, breathing fat storage machine, aka a woman. Since I’ve been overweight since childhood I don’t really know what my normal-weight body would look like. But I’m beginning to suspect I have the ‘curvy genes’ Dr. Doug Lisle speaks about in his presentation How toLose Weight Without Losing Your Mind. This being the case, I’m going to have to eat lower on the calorie density scale than someone with slimmer genes, in order to get down to my ideal weight.

That being said, I would love to be losing at least 4 lbs per week, every week. That’s not happening. However after my January frustration I did lose 7 lbs, 1.5 lbs, 4 lbs and 3 lbs for my weekly February weigh-ins. So a total of 15.5 lbs this month. That’s pretty decent, all things considered!

IBS: What to do next?

One of the biggest health issues impacting my daily life (aside from my actual excess fat) is IBS-D. I haven’t had true diarrhea, except maybe once, since beginning this way of eating full-time, 100%.  However I still have constant urgency, at its worst in the morning.  When I need to go, I need to go now, right this second, excuse-me-can-I-cut-in-line, gotta-find-a-bathroom-in-the-next-minute-and-a-half-or-this-is-gonna-get-ugly. Its always an emergency. I re-read the section on colitis in Dr. McDougall’s Digestive Tune-Up and found that his suggestions were:

1.       Eat a starch centered, whole food plant based diet

2.       Eliminate gluten

3.       Do an elimination diet

I’ve got #1 covered.  The only remaining source of gluten in my diet are the bread crumbs in the carrot loaf, of which I still have half a dozen servings in my freezer. I intend to use those up and then continue on 1-2 months gluten-free to see if this clears up.  If it doesn’t, then I suppose I’ll have to consider an elimination diet…. not something I’m looking forward to!

Questions and Support from Friends

I suppose everyone gets these questions eventually. I finally started getting them this month… well-meaning friends and colleagues have asked me:

·         Where do you get your protein?

o   Snarky Answer: The same place the cows get it.

o   Real Answer: All plants have protein. Even broccoli.

·         Where do you get your fat?

o   Snarky Answer: Umm, I think there’s enough on my body to last a good, long while. 

o   Real Answer: All plants have fat, even lettuce. Potatoes for instance, are about 1% fat.

·         Aren’t potatoes like the worst food for you?

o   Snarky Answer: Not as bad as beer!  (This came from a conversation where a friend was telling me how much money she spent on beer each month. I joked that I didn’t spend any money on beer, but I sure spent a lot on potatoes!)

o   Real Answer: No, potatoes are nutritionally complete all by themselves. They’re very healthy and have been a staple in the diet of many long-lived, healthy populations. They get a bad rap because of how they’re consumed: fried, with butter, sour cream, cheese and bacon.

I have been fortunate not to encounter anyone trying to stop or detract me from my way of eating. Many do not understand but they’re kind and sincere in their questions.  On the opposite side of the spectrum, I have a few colleagues at work who consistently check in on me, wanting to know how I’m doing with my New Years Resolution to eat 100% WFPB for all of 2014 and encouraging me. One colleague in particular recently returned to an all-vegetarian and mostly-vegan diet, telling me that she was inspired by my dedication to a plant-based diet and she wanted to feel her best again. Like me, the first health issue she had reversed was acid reflux.  What a joy it is to never have to deal with that again!

On Valentine’s Day my supervisor put a heart-shaped box of chocolates in each employee’s mailbox… except mine. In mine, she left a package of nuts and seeds. I thought it was an incredibly thoughtful and supportive gesture…. even though I’m not going to eat them because they have oil on them.  Right now they’re stashed in my car to give to someone in need.

Will power: How am I staying on this plan?

The short answer is: I’m not using willpower very much. In Doug Lisle’s talk on The Willpower Paradox he explains how researchers discovered through a series of experiments that the power in willpower is glucose. In other words, if we are to resist succumbing to foodie temptations, we need to have eaten recently.

I work at a preschool as a Speech-Language Pathologist. I teach several classes per day and consult in others, all of which have a snack time. Even though I’m doling out snack foods that are not WFPB several times per day, I’m no longer tempted by them on a regular basis. There have been two exceptions this month.  Once I was tempted by the scent of ‘Nillla Wafers, which brought back a childhood memory of making banana pudding layered with ‘Nilla Wafers, with my uncle. To keep myself in check, I read the ingredient panel on the box and reminded myself I do not want to put those things in my body. The second time occurred last Thursday when I was helping another class with their pizza-making. Both the scent of mozzarella cheese as it was grated and the scent of the pizzas baking awakened, to a comparatively small degree, a craving in me even though the actual sight of the pizzas was rather off-putting to me: so oily and grease-laden.  Even though I wasn’t truly hungry, I ate a banana while keeping an eye on the toaster ovens. The craving dissipated. The power in willpower is glucose. 

My Next Steps

There are several areas that I’ve identified that I need to work on over the upcoming months. In no particular order:

·         Resolving IBS-D/ urgency if it is possible to do so through diet

·         Adding exercise

·         Increasing vegetables

·         Not eating when I’m not hungry and stopping when I’m satisfied


At the moment I’m not particularly motivated to commit to any of them since I have a rather large project for my current doctoral class looming over my head this month along with increased caseload and other pressures at work. I feel like I have enough on my plate. Nonetheless, I know that I can do this… the same way one eats an elephant: one bite at a time… (Is that a poor analogy for an herbivore? TeeHee) and that it would be a disservice to myself to tell myself I can’t.  In January I worked on staying 100% WFPB.  In February I worked on adding vegetables.  In some future month I’ll work on increasing them. For March I’m going to work on adding exercise… and to make it realistic, I’m going to have my goal be to walk 15 minutes 2 times per week.  It may not be much in the bigger scheme of things; its certainly not an hour of cardio per day like is often recommended for weight loss. But its what I can do now, this month.  It’s a start.

Questions for You, the Reader

So if you’ve made it to the end of this rambling post, I thank you for reading and supporting me in my journey. 
Sometime this month I hope to be taking progress pictures! I took “before” pictures and decided to take progress pictures every 50lbs. I’ve definitely seen more roominess in my shirts and a coworker noticed on Thursday that I’d been losing weight; I hope the camera shows it, too. J

If you feel inclined, I’d love to hear from you…

·         If you lost weight eating WFPB, what was your average weekly loss?

·         Do you eat the same things over and over like me or do you eat a lot of variety?

·         What are your favorite go-to meals?

·         Do you snack?

Until next month-

Duffy